Yep, I feel that way

twirling
arms in the air
laughing
freedom

friday night.
i am happy.

What I did as the sun went down...

I normally work into the evening and get off when all the world is dark.  But today I got off early, in sunlight.  What a blessing!

To celebrate, Jack and I went to Costco.  Naturally.

Don't YOU go to Costco to celebrate life's great moments?

Anyway, guess what I bought??

Gloves.

YES, gloves!  I'm so thrilled.

Not just any gloves, either.  Remember this?

OH YEAH BABY!  That's right.

I got me some DIGGING gloves.  Some weed-pullin', dirt movin', flower plantin', worm wrastlin' gloves.

I'll model them sometime.  JUST for you guys.




P.S.  I also shaved my legs.  This shaped up into quite the productive day.

P.P.S.  Concerning my last post -- I didn't mean it to be a "poor me" post.  I just have some pent up...something...that I don't know quite how to express.  Some of it happened to come out in the form of that post.  And, OF COURSE I wrote it.  English majors would cite other's work.  There's no citation, so that's how you know it's all me, baby.

Yearning...

to express myself.

to dig deep down into myself and accept me for me.

to bring up the goodness.

Paint it with pretty colors.

Spread out the goodness thick with heavy words that get down to the grit of things.

Watch the goodness float on melodies spinning on the air currents surrounding me.

Teeter on the edge of the images of that goodness until I fall in and come up, pushing the good up towards the sky with outstretched arms.

to live in the sunshine.

But how.

With so much and many pushing it down.  Intentionally; unintentionally.  Myself, mostly.

Break free.  Break free.

if only I knew how.

and that is the greatest yearning.